Insomniac's Note

Is it worth it?
To lay out on the floor
watching the morning hours pass you by.
Is it tiresome to wake your soul in the night time?
Insomnia walks through the day
enjoying the sunlight
mocking me
and my lack of sleep
I stay awake so effortlessly.
sleep has become so debilitating.
Breathlessly laughing
he sits on my chest
pushing the breathe out of me.
Whispering so lightly
and closely
“Close your eyes”
“Drift off to sleep”
“It should be so easy”
He makes me walk through my life without memory.
I am never really awake
But I am never really asleep.
I live my life restlessly.